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unechoed

i cant sleep anymore. its all too much and i have no comfort or hope from anywhere. so my body drifts and my mind keeps its worries and my soul just wanders as i think it always may. and the … Continue reading

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vampire

im in this in between place today im hurting so much and i have nowhere to put that pain. and i am sad and alone and don’t want to talk to anybody and i don’t want to see people and … Continue reading

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olives and berries and other lost dreams

im so tired and sad and i woke up alone and every day is a battle and i made stupid mistakes and i want to stop wanting i need to stop wanting i wish i didn’t know i wish the … Continue reading

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talking fish swimming in wine

it’s always different when i’m like this. i can think clearer though it clouds some things but i think i need it cause i’m so so strained. with loss comes life and then loss again. when you’re thrown overboard and … Continue reading

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whisp

ive given up to the little pills and the people in charge and the powers that be. i acknowledge my status or lack thereof and state for the record that i am not me. in any way that ive ever … Continue reading

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gunhold for 500

maybe it’s time to sell to the highest bidder. perhaps then, id get a farce i could deal with. maybe.

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always lost, always alone.

felt the tingle just now, for the first time in a while. funny though, there doesn’t seem to be a point to it anymore. maybe that’s why.. maybe,,,

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