olives and berries and other lost dreams

im so tired

and sad

and i woke up

alone

and every day is a battle

and i made stupid mistakes

and i want to stop wanting

i need to stop wanting

i wish i didn’t know

i wish the impossible

was possible

i hate this feeling

i hate being weak

i hate being small

i hate being me

because i

am incomplete.

i know that now.

and so i am so

deeply

deeply

sad.

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One Response to olives and berries and other lost dreams

  1. tmezpoetry says:

    I can relate to this poem for the past year! Always nice to have even the dark affirmations in humanity.

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