I HAVE NOTHING- NOTHING- TO GIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

drunk as bat shit. need to feel pain. something other than what im feeling. i cannot take this. i cant. i just cant. how fucking cruel is this world? tell me. no. dont tell me. i think i just might know. what the fuck? really? why do i feel what i feel? whats the point? i cant do this anymore, its too damn painful. i dont want to be someone else. i want to be me. i want to be enough. i want to live damnit! where the fuck are you? im ranting, but then again, im not really sober, so let me rant. im just wondering here, will you think of me this time? whats the fucking point? its not like itll make a difference. im still me. and i, am still fucking worthless.

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