Monthly Archives: June 2012

all that jazz

i really need now i really do so much so its hard to say and im not even sure what or how or when or why or even if i can: but the feeling i get is that the feel … Continue reading

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the furry caterpillar

to be where lovely willow grows by lovely shaded shore where sloping roof and wrapping porch meet ends with wooden floor jam on bread and tea in morn lays way for love filled day and promises of lifetime joys push … Continue reading

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who can tell the difference anyway?

im so dulled right now. so so dulled. ill get through the night like this. i hope. i am a rock. i am a mother fucking island. simon and garfunkle had it partway right. but this rock feels pain. this … Continue reading

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or this

want to hold you soft and tight and kiss your tears away whisper what you need to hear and place love where you lay touch your fingers, stroke your hand feel you hold on tight move with you to loves … Continue reading

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just finish me off already

i can tell you that right now im here alone just biding my time till it ends and the night- the night is long and i just dont know what to do with myself. amazing how sometimes, there arent enough … Continue reading

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I HAVE NOTHING- NOTHING- TO GIVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

drunk as bat shit. need to feel pain. something other than what im feeling. i cannot take this. i cant. i just cant. how fucking cruel is this world? tell me. no. dont tell me. i think i just might … Continue reading

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d e a d .

handing in my cards today, admitting worn defeat, hearing the bang of the great send off, above my hearts own beat. not gonna stay where im not needed, not gonna fight anymore, not gonna turn a beautiful dream, into a … Continue reading

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