Monthly Archives: May 2012

zip up the bag already

im so fucked. i have these dreams you see and i cant get them outa my head, i feel like shit and i just cant take it and im not sure i understand the cruelness in all this, not very … Continue reading

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not priceless, just worthless.

going crazy think i am. need something i cant have. head is spinning heart just hurts. where are you right now? i think im drowning in a glass of wine but your face is at the bottom so im gonna … Continue reading

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press you in

need to let go, yeah i do, and feel the whole world fall down around my quaking self surrendering it all spreading wide and letting in feel those warm springs flow let myself be taken and allow myself to go … Continue reading

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on empty.

i gotta sleep im so fucking done so sick so tired so lonely and i so badly need – it doesnt matter does it? naa i guess not. no. it really really doesnt.  

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so deep

im stuck. and i cant. breathe. and all i want. is to be. held. i cant. get air. any air. at all. and all. i can think of. is holding you. so tight. that my lungs. would start up. again. … Continue reading

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the powerless one

sweet sweet angel, i- who have such a hard time crying cry at your words. i read your pain and i hate that you hurt. so much. and if i could make it go away i would. but ill silently … Continue reading

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shattered vault

just about finished me off. yeah, thats what you did found a heart inside this wreck removed pandoras lid dont know how to go back where i just dont care at all cause i just havnt been the same since … Continue reading

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