i just want to be alone. alone. ALONE.
okay fine, thats not true. i want someone to be with. i suppose thats really what i want. i just dont think ill ever get that. id best stop wanting that. not even worth the thought am i? nope. i guess not.
naked in a sea of daffodils, hair unfurled, running, jumping and falling out of breath. making angels in the weeds. smelling flowers and seeing sky. nothing but flowers and sky. and me. whats so wrong with that? i guess its just me after all.