think sally.

cant write.

need release.

and words-

just wont do it-

right-

now.

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the imperfect infidel.

to enter in

wet disarray

in seminal

retreat

and grasp at

straws entwined in hips

bowed low

to lusts defeat

in slippery space

of long held need

and plucked

at disbelief

kneel i in grace

of plundered moon

and drink of loves

relief

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funcused chicken

if that moment after

holds true at all

then this right here

just is.

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like a lamb to slaughter

skimming

slimming

lying

whore

who makes all

the others

seem

true,

in the deep blue

see

of what never

is

and the i

that can

never be

you.

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flight out of hell

fuck this all.

i cant be here!

cant you see?

with you dragons of famine

laying stones in my heart

and your tell tale claws

gripping tighter each day..

i cant see anymore!

just a faint shadowed once

of a silly worn dream

now lay dead

in your arms…

lay me down!

please just once

in that moment of slumber

come to cursed horned beast..

may i be shriveled?

i may, i might

or torn or beaten

or dead dead dead dead..

but im not.

no im not!

nor have i ever been

not in heavens description

or in this cursed hades hands

for a second in time or for life

been called

yours.

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bueller? bueller?

little pill,

little pill

wont you take away

my sadness?

wrap me in

your soft embrace

and lay me out

to dry..

hear the words

that i cant say

and show me air

for wishing

…then whittle those

right down to truth

in empty futile

space

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parallel caves

in so g-ddamn much pain

i can scarcely

swallow-

the deepest understanding

that i, am ever,

alone.

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